CONGRATULATIONS JEREMY AND SOPHIA!!!
*sorry that i didn't have the chance to attend your wedding due to my exam dates*
Therefore wishing you here.
A house full of sunshine,
Hearts full of cheer,
Love that grows deeper,
Each day of the year.
Love
Back to the mumblings...
A few of my friends commented that I was somehow different from the other usual girls of my age. Comparing myself to other nationalities, I do see that there are a huge difference. Whether we're talking about studies, partnership, or even life in general.
Living in NZ for 5 years have made me sort of lost contact with the world outside It seems like following the industry's pace isn't important to me anymore. I've took 2 more years to graduate than most of my friends. Especially comparing to those who went for twinning right after grade 11, or form 5, they should be working for 2-3 years by now. Some got married, some got kids, some migrated and some disappeared.
Have you ever recall an incident that happen between you and your buddies when your young, but lost contact with them and wondering how are they doing now? Thanks for friendster and facebook, we are able to keep in touch with long lost friends.
When I was back in Penang, I always wanted to leave the country to see and learn more things overseas and I should say, that statement came true. I have learn to see things from a wider perspective, especially emotionally, seeing each one of my good buddies departing, moving towards their mission and vision of life back home or other countries. Waving to them with whole heartedly, greeting them to have and achieve the best in their life. Letting this happy moments to store in my memory as just part of my history in life that I've experience, knowing that meeting them again in future is just one out of a million chance.
I always wanted to spend a few year in either Hong Kong or Singapore as a start of my working environment instead of going back to Penang for good. But... was wondering, this would change my life forever and I'm afraid to challenge this change and accepting that this could cause me to migrate and live in a country that I'm not familiar with at all!
Well, I should be grateful for all the blessings and attention from above and here. I should be working hard and count the chicks when they do hatch. I should be doing lot more things that I may not feel like doing but absolutely have to.
